It's Been Awhile

I haven't been on here in awhile, sorry, I've been busy. I mean i started college and all.

Yep, new chapter of my life has officially started. College. All of my friends no longer are in town unless it's a holiday or something and i am here by myself besides Deric. It can be a little lonely. But i guess with work and my homework i don't really get a chance to think about being by my lonesome sometimes. College itself is interesting. All of my classes are on the same floor and two are even in the same room, i am an awesome scheduler. lol. Sucky part is that i don't really know anyone in my classes...some people i know are in there but not the people i ever really talked to....and when i have my hour and a half break in between classes i sit by myself and eat by myself. I just people watch, do my homework, etc. I did make a friend in my bio lab though, her name is Alexis, shes really cool and nice. But in my math class and psych class its hard to talk to people cause its a lecture and you really aren't supposed to be socialising. I hope that changes a little though cause i want to meet people and make friends. Being alone at a school sucks. On the second floor, which is the one all my classes are on, there is a student union, which happens to be where all the weird people gather. You think there are weird people at your high school, well they all come together from every school here into a corner where they play video games, act really weird, and basically be as freaking loud as they want to be. SO annoying, and I'm far from the only person who thinks that they are. Far far from it. The other sucky thing is that people i don't like are there and i see them like every day. Ronni for one is there, shes said hi to me a couple times but that's all thankfully, then Alyssa is there to...joy...i pass her like everyday and before my math class her and her boyfriend are in the student union where i chill before class to and they stare at me a little. Funny thing is is that her boyfriend is in my math class....crap part is that the kid stares at me all the freakin time, i swear. But alas, its college and that kinda stuff will happen. Nothing i can do about it. My psych class is apparently super hard according to the professor, we are all gonna basically fail his first test according to him. Joy, maybe ill become a super student and just study when I'm lonely and by myself, and not at work, i could be awesome then, i could be. Work is going fine, i don't work on Mondays which is my time with Deric cause the rest of the week is chaos. I'm working a lot to, like this week i have 27-28 hours now that i didn't have a lunch today cause it was scheduled stupidly. Next week i think i have like 24-25 hours, so i mean I'm making money. Me and Deric had our 2 year anniversary. I love him very much and i cant wait to spend more years with him. He got me 2 roses for 2 years and an amazing card. First card hes ever gotten me to. It was very nice. I made him a cool melting crayon picture, which i had a lot of fun making. We went to a fancy restaurant called Kobe's which was really yummy and cool. I liked the atmosphere a lot. The day before our actual anniversary we went to Club Envy's Summer Foam Party which we both helped set up for so we got in for free and got free drinks and such. Gotta love knowing people. The foam pit is like a giant bubble bath, just without all the water. Quite interesting and fun. Deric was in love with the foam. lol. Eric, Danny, and Hoss were both there and it was fun being with everyone.

Kinda a little upset right now though, i was supposed to be hanging with Kat and Livi tonight but Kat thought that it was tomorrow so they changed the day and i work all day tomorrow so i cant. On top of that Kat's on a date so she isn't going to hang out and Livi is really exhausted so she probably wont want to either......I'm lonely as fuck right now and i feel left out and upset. Not cool. Nights like this suck. I guess I'm just gonna go and do more homework and go to Deric's house and do even more homework and play Skyrim if the Internet is alive. Keep my mind off of being lonely.