I feel like i had a few things to say and now i don't quit remember them all but I'll try
I think i was first going to say that Deric's birthday is in 8 days, almost 7. I will admit that i am nervous. I don't know what to expect and i don't like not knowing things. But i am not as bad as i was before. I'm getting better like i knew i would. Still will always be a little nervous though. That i can't get rid of.
Uhm, I met Megan the other day and she's cool. I was nervous to meet her as i am with everyone because i want them to like me. Of course she already knew who i was and had heard a lot about me which was kinda cool.
I really do love Deric a lot. Like I have a happy feeling deep deep down which i have never really had before. It's nice to feel because I feel content, happy, loved, a lot of good emotions. For me that's huge. I love you so much.
Bought some new shoes yesterday and they are fantabulous. I needed them badly. We need to buy Deric some new shoes also. He just needs to find the right shoe, then we will buy it for him. I need to find a club dress. Hopefully i get one before Deric's birthday.
On a final note, everyone needs to hear the words I love you no matter who you are. They are very powerful words.
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