I Don't Like This

Ugh, i don't like this. I feel like ever since i couldn't sleep right a couple nights ago I'm different. Or at least something is different. I feel like I'm more snarky and awkward and just not my normal self. Idk, its almost like to me time is going by really fast, but in reality it is barely moving at all. And i feel bad for Deric because hes had to put up with me a lot. He keeps saying that I'm really not that bad and its OK, but i don't like being this way towards him or anyone for that matter. I don't like acting the way i am ever. I don't like feeling different. And then again, this may all be just cause its my period week. Who knows, and Deric if you read this, I'm sorry.