I Love You

I don't think i can even describe how i have been feeling lately because its just so wonderful. Even if when I'm home things are a bit tense, when i get to see you they all go away and  i have not a care in the world. Deric, I love you more than anything in the world, I absolutely can not imagine being without you. Lately i just feel like I'm even closer to you than i was before. I guess i can say that I'm falling even more in love with you. We both have been through so much and have learned so many things from our pasts. The main thing that i learned was that you are the right person for me, and are the only person for me. I love absolutely everything about you, from your messy hair, wonderful smile, positive attitude, to your outlook on life. I have to say that you make me so proud every single day for everything that you accomplish and do. When i called you and you said you had been in a car accident it scared the shit outta me because i thought you were possibly hurt and so many other things ran through my head. I don't know what i would do if i had lost you. I love you so much. The way that you treat me too is so amazing, always looking out for me and making sure that I'm comfy and warm. Listening to me when i need someone to talk to and letting me cry when i need to and comforting me. You always call me things like beautiful, gorgeous, and lovely, you have no idea how wonderful that makes me feel when you say those things to me. You know i had insecurities because of how i was treated before and when you tell me I'm beautiful and that I'm sexy and that i look cute and those different things it has made them basically go away. You love my body and everything about it, you think my tattoos are sexy, (yours are pretty amazing themselves), you tell me that you love me every single day, and when we are out and about you only look at me. You are the most amazing person in the world, i want you to understand that. I don't know if you understand how much i love you, but know that when i get emotional its because you make me feel amazing and so loved and I just love you more than i can handle myself so it comes out like that. When i want that extra hug or kiss its because i don't want to be away from you and when i do have to leave i cant wait to see you next. Deric, i don't think i can ever explain how i feel about you because there is just so much to it, but i hope that this sums up a little bit of what i can. I love you so much.