I'm sitting and staring at this computer, sleeping probably isn't going to work out terribly well anytime soon. My mind just has way to many things in it at the moment.
After everything that happened, me and my friend finally decided to no longer be friends. I honestly think she has some mental retardation to her because i had to explain friendship to her. She only is thinking for herself and not how what she does affects her friends. I'm just fed up with it, i am. She even went on to basically call me a bitch and tried to tell me how to live my life. Sigh. Senior year just isn't going how it ideally should. Cause ideally, there would be little to no drama to start out with and hopefully through the whole year, i would still have all my friends and not have to worry about any of them, and id have an awesome job. But sadly...the ideal passed away about a month ago. Drama has already happened...as you have read, friendship just ended, and my job is kinda crappy. Le sigh.
Bright side though. I talked to Kyle today. He made a lot of sense.I'm going to go out senior year with a bang. I'm going to be who I'm meant to be and my shyness will go away. People can think what they want, but im gonna be me. Im gonna be full of awesomness.
"Kaylee is so freakin' cool... she could run the world, and she doesn't even know it... my lil' bro is a lucky guy :)" A quote from Kyle, it made my night a lot better. Kinda made me cry to because it meant a lot to me.
So i guess what im saying is that even though it seems like senior year is gonna suck, there still is hope and im actually looking forward to breaking out of my shell. Thank you Kyle. You helped me a lot tonight.
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