Tomorrow, i know your only a few hours away...but please get here as soon as you can. Today has been awful. I was supposed to work from 2-close basically because i picked up a shift, but instead I sat around for 6 hours waiting to go to work because they kept pushing my time back, but then in the end called me off. I need a new job SOOOO badly. One that actually stays true to the hours they give me so i can actually plan things and have a life. I want a reliable job that isn't seasonal. That's all i want. I was pushed back till 6 at one point and my mom was about half way there to bringing me and then i suddenly got a text that said to come at 7 instead. My mom BLEW up. She started heading there anyways to yell at the people for doing this crap and i yelled at her that if she did i would hit her and i would be fired if that happened. She then looked at me and asked me if i liked living at home and i told her that a lot of the time i don't. She then said that maybe we needed to start looking for a different place for me to live if that was how i was going to be. My mind went blank...she was contemplating kicking me out....and i didn't even know what for! Then her and my dad have been fighting all day and because of it she took us to russ' for dinner and told me all these things she wanted to go do so before we did we dropped my siblings off at home and my dad happened to have come home. We left and stopped by my work and the video store and then she was on the phone with my dad and arguing with him again. When i asked her to go do the things she said she wanted to do and told me we could do...she said she didn't want to do them anymore. I wasn't happy. I just looked and her and basically said so you want to do all these things with me when your angry and upset with your husband but when hes home and you can see him you want nothing more with me or want to do anything with me anymore, thanks mom. She seemed unhappy by that but never said anything.
I just wish that my house had happy days, i wish my job was reliable, and i just wish. Thankfully though i have tomorrow. Me and Deric are camping in his backyard, just us two. We are having friends over for a bonfire before so that will be fun, but in the end it'll be just us to falling asleep and waking up to each other. I have wanted this for such a long time and I'm soooooooooooooooo happy that its finally going to happen. I love him so much and he helps me through so much. There are a few other things I'm slightly wondering about as well...but hopefully i get that sorted out soon enough. But yay for tomorrow, yay for friends, and yay for an amazing boyfriend.
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