I Want

I am kinda irritated right now. Why is it that i ALWAYS seem to have to call you on your breaks in order to even talk to you because i feel like most of the time if i don't you wont call or talk to me. I must be something special if i am so easy to forget. I told you I am already mildly depressed because I'm home alone all day every day....and that does not help at all. Why the heck do you think I want a cat? I want something i can love, cuddle, and play with with me so I'm not lonely. I REALLY want the one cat we saw at Petco, like super duper bad.....but i don't know if shell be available in a month still....I'm just lonely here and this doesn't help one bit.