Wednesday, June 17, 2015
Come Already Damn It
I hate this. I hate waiting for this damn letter. I keep trying to register too and it says I haven't met the pre requs for the class. Which makes me think I did not get in. I just want my letter. I am so nervous and I'm doubting myself now. Everyone says I have it in the bag, yes my grades are great, but i have those transfer credits. I lose 5 points. And very few people applied meaning that they might all be A students without transfer credits or retakes for classes so they get docked nothing and even though I have amazing grades it still shoves me to the bottom of the list. I just want to know. Every day that goes by brings my confidence down and makes the pit in my stomach bigger and bigger. I don't know what I'll do if I don't make it. Cry probably. I worked SO hard. I am beyond nervous and it sucks. The mail man walked right by the house today.....had no mail for anyone. I wanted to yell at him. I am so so so nervous that its making me sick. GAH
Sunday, May 10, 2015
It's Been A LOOOONNNNGGG Time
Considering my last post was in December and it is May now. But hey, I've been rather busy
In short, we moved to my parents and it isn't all too bad. I just miss my quiet time.
School has been...well...intense. I only have like 4 more weeks of class plus finals week left. It is going by SO fast and I'm super nervous. I want in the program SO bad and I'm afraid that me having transfer credits will hinder me. I hope it won't though because I am doing well in my classes. I am so excited for this though you have no idea...
I have learned that there will always be part of my body I don't like 100% but I have come to the conclusion that all in all I like what i look like and who I am. It may not be perfect but it doesn't need to be. Of course there will be things i would like to improve but they no longer are the things I was once self conscious about. Those are turning out to be quite nice.
I am lucky to have someone in my life that I can count on and someone who loves me for me and shows it. I am glad I have you, you make me happy. Plus we have a little stinker but cat who makes us both happy.
Back to studying I go. I feel dead but I gotta do it. I can't fail now.
In short, we moved to my parents and it isn't all too bad. I just miss my quiet time.
School has been...well...intense. I only have like 4 more weeks of class plus finals week left. It is going by SO fast and I'm super nervous. I want in the program SO bad and I'm afraid that me having transfer credits will hinder me. I hope it won't though because I am doing well in my classes. I am so excited for this though you have no idea...
I have learned that there will always be part of my body I don't like 100% but I have come to the conclusion that all in all I like what i look like and who I am. It may not be perfect but it doesn't need to be. Of course there will be things i would like to improve but they no longer are the things I was once self conscious about. Those are turning out to be quite nice.
I am lucky to have someone in my life that I can count on and someone who loves me for me and shows it. I am glad I have you, you make me happy. Plus we have a little stinker but cat who makes us both happy.
Back to studying I go. I feel dead but I gotta do it. I can't fail now.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)